An excerpt from House of Braganca
An excerpt from House of Braganca
Ferdinando Braganca was often asked, at college,
if he was Portuguese, Goan or a half-caste. He said he was a Goan without a
second thought. He thought to himself “So many Portuguese men have been in
and out of Braganca women it is hard to tell when the local Goan or mestizas
(half-caste) had a look in. Portraits of the various husbands and their
respective wives hung on the walls of the sprawling Bragancas’ stately home. Of
the husbands, the casual viewer would be hard placed to figure out who was full
blood, mixed blood, or a lowly Goan “noble”. You see, they were all painted as
having olive skin. The women all looked Portuguese white yet many were not full-blood
Portuguese. Perhaps it is a myth of the time, legend has it that mestizas’
women were always more attractive than all women in Goa.
Ferdinando regularly smiled at
the thought of the Braganca women and Goan women. One thing the Portuguese did
well, he thought, was treating all women in Goa with more dignity than was the
case anywhere else in India. It was the Catholic thing to do he told himself.
No, he corrected himself; it was the Portuguese thing to do. He remembered with
some joy the time he had spent in Portugal.
Talking about women, his mother, the regal Dona Isabella was nothing short of the queen of Bardez. A woman of stunning beauty with long flowing curls that jealously crowded her head and fell to the base of the spine. She wore long flowing gowns, and changed them three times a day, with each meal in fact and sometimes with each new social occasion. Her hair was forever shrouded in a hand-embroidered silken veil. This she sometimes pulled over her face, just below her nose, the shroud created a sense of mystery. She carried herself with all the airs and graces of any delightful queen of England. She did not walk across any floor; she glided over like a prima ballerina or a silken butterfly.
She looked as if she was walking,
talking, smiling, laughing, singing, a masterpiece of a great old master
painter. She was utterly and completely besotted with her husband. And he was
with her. Yet her love for him was so great that she understood that his great
appetite needed a little help from the three women he kept on the state. It was
a Portuguese thing and she could only give him so much, she would tell herself.
In any case, men did what men did and he always woke up in her bed. In any
case, she had already given him six children. His father sent his four sons (at
the appropriate time for each) for lessons in the art of lovemaking in
Portugal. Ferdinando lost his virginity and the memory still creases a happy
smile across his face. Safety first, his father had told him and one of his
father’s friends had done the rest in getting him started on the path to sexual
ecstasy by finding him appropriate partners at the bordellos. Each of the
brothers usually returned from Europe (including Portugal) with healthy
supplies of condoms and an assortment of pills.
Every time he thought of his
mother, the sweetest of smiles caressed his face. Like his father, he loved
that woman, as a son of course. He would spend endless hours on the balcony of
his bedroom and watch her down below, holding court, charming her guests,
sweeping every man off his feet and filling every woman in the room with an
inner glow for having basked for a moment or two in her shadow. Virtually,
every week, sometimes twice or more times, the Bragancas entertained. The
after-dinner cabaret consisted of a variety of music and dance. The star
spotlight was reserved for the latest Fado singer to visit Government House.
The Fado is a song of lament, of longing, of heartache and pain and the dreams
of joy. It is said the Fado has its origins in the songs of sailors yearning to
return home. While the human voice cries from the heart, the guitar does it
from the soul.
Ferdinando’s other favourite
thing was watching his mother and father dance the Tango. The sheer drama Mai
and Pai evoked was sensual, the romance, sometimes the hurt and the pain,
Ferdinando found quite unbelievable. Mai and Pai never danced this particular
dance with anyone else. They always captivated Ferdinando and anyone else
because in this dance they put on display their love, passion, sensuality, and
devotion for each other. It was so easy to see true love. As they glided across
the floor, suddenly stopped, heads, bodices changing positions, a flick of the
head, or hand gesture with the fingers doing their dance, the sway of limbs,
the drama of the lip to lip, kissed, caressed, teased, a sweeping circle drawn
on the floor by legs entwined, what ecstasy!! Mother’s body arched backwards on
father’s bended knee, his face caressing hers, he held the back of her head
with one arm while the other held the lower torso. Magic. And then the circles,
circles within circles, spinning, spinning until the crescendo ends in a sudden
stop, straight, upright erect, like two peacocks sizing each other up, almost
ready to strike for the kill and then the anticlimax. There is no kill. Instead
of a kiss, a lingering kiss lights up their faces, smiles, laughter, and applause.
And more applause, louder, louder. The guests’ appreciation is recognised by
the slightest flicker of the fingers (feigning the wings of a honey sucker) at
the end of the extended arm. It was a gesture as skilful as any
moment in the dance itself. ‘Mai, Mai. You will always be the picture of rare
and unequalled beauty,” he thought to himself.
While in Europe he took time out
to put down his thoughts in a diary. His memories, especially of Mai and Pai,
warmed the cockles of his heart and made him smile, broad-brimmed gorgeously.
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